sometimes i wonder if writing on the internet can become a bit too personal.
i want to document my life, and i love that i have this blog to do that, but i wonder when too much becomes too much. if that makes any sense.
my family lost our grandma on sunday. and i kind of don't know what to do.
we've lost so much this year; i feel exhausted.
i've just re-read that and i don't want to sound so melodramatic, but like i said, i just needed to write it.
i hope it doesn't bother anyone to read it because the last thing i want to do is dampen any festive spirit.
i have lots and lots of things to post about, but i just need some time.
this is just to say that we will miss you, and we love you.